May 2009
17 posts
I dont know how
To react to anything lately. Im just very irritated at the moment, and it’s over something stupid. You’re the type to let something great go for something good but this time Im not gonna give 2fkcs. Ima do me, with or without you. I don’t need your type of person in my life. Anyways, FOUR DAY WEEKEND! I’m happy, I need this. I just need to catch on my sleep, it’s...
ImHurting.
My father &I got into this huge fight earlier today, over a whole bunch of NOTHING. Rude remarks were being thrown back and fourth at each other, but one thing that hurt me the most was when he said, “I wish you were dead.” It didn’t really hit me at that moment because I was just so angry at him, but when I got into my room I sat there and cried for hours. I mean, I dont kno...
All I really want -
is just for me to freekin be happy. I want to find myself again, I don’t want to be burried under all this stress and depression ovaa something like this. Lately, I’ve been really stupid about handling my situations.
is for you to realize that i’m absolutely crazy over you. I dont get how you’re not seeing it, or maybe you have realized it but you just dont care. I...
ImGuilty.
Sometimes I say stuff just to say stuff, not knowing what I just said, or not meaning a single word. I hate that I have that habit, it’s so bad.);
PS;
If youre confused, there’s two diffferent guys I’m talking about in my bloggs. I know, all bad but I like them both. It’s just that Im into one more than other, but the other guy is little bit of a mystery &that’s why I’m attracted to him. Kbyeeee!
here we go again.
I don’t wanna have these feelings for you because I dont wanna go thru the same shit. I have a strong feeling it’s just gonna end the same in the end - badly &I sure dont need any of that to be repeated. You say you don’t like it when girls play hard to get, and I’m trying not to because I want you to want me, but it’s hard because I don’t want to seem easy...
“one day somebody will walk into your life and make you realize why it never...”
– I JUST LIKED IT.
"slowmotion"
“I know that you’ve been calling me, and I’m happy that we met. Don’t think that I’m not interested, I’m just playing hard to get.”
im slowly falling for you; but im holding back so much. i don’t want to be hurt anymore. im tired of going thru the same cycle when it comes to guys. maybe you’re different, but i’m not gonna get my hopes...
“It’s hard to give love when you don’t feel it yourself.”
HAPPYHAPPY
biiirthday to me. it went pretty well; thanks for the people who greeted me, and came to my litttle dinner thing, or whatever that was. i was bummed, but i guess im over it now. whoever told me it isnt worth getting upset over, you’re right. i honestly dnt kno what i would do without my bestfriends<3 i love you guys! but yeah, youre really not. i mean, i like you so so so much, but these...
koolaid smile,
&i cant help it<3 things are so freekin’ good right now; im jst in love with my life and everyone that’s in it (=
thru it all .
ashley deanna robinson - the world needs more people like her . we’ve been thru all tha bullshit, the little fights, the boys, the drama with girls &yet we’re still here standing . she’s been there for me thru thick, and thru the thinnest points in my life . she’s not just my bestfriend, she;s like the sister i never had . her family pretty much adopted me ;D i kno ive...
full of wonderful.
i was out all daaay long with tatie . woke up around 103O &got ready, went to tatie’s house around 12pm, went to church with her, then the Guam club, then to shellie’s house, then a bonfire with tatie, shellie and their family . it was tooooo fun! i hadn’t been to tha beach in so long and tha water was so warm . i gotta new boyfriend! his name is kevin, aka ‘taco’...
&it makes me wonder..
DAILY HOROSCOPE May 9, 2009 - Your mind is getting more and more wrapped up in one person, place or thing that has been a minor obsession for some time. Let yourself go — you never know what you might end up with.
confuzzled
me &keeping up with my bloggin dnt really go well together .. its not that i cant find tha time to blog, but tha fact that im just never in the mood anymore . anyways, ive been buggn out about a certain boy lately - idk what it is about him that’s got me attracted . is it his swagg; his sense of humor; his adorable face? i guess it’s just his overall personality that i instantly...
April 2009
3 posts
IGUESS
HAVENT BLOGGED INA WHILE .. ”i dont kno anything at all. who am i to say you love me ? i dnt kno anything at all &who am i to say, you need me ?” .. GOODNIGHT
uhoh oreo
i dont kno what’s wrong with me; i feel very .. empty i guess? idkno, like ive had this feeling before but it’s one of those where you can’t explain it . im really hating tha situation im in .. like with this whole boy thing . like ive already stated in a previous blogg, i feel im wasting my tiiime . you wonder, THEN WHY AM I STILL ON HIM? i honestly really dont know .. i guess...
my weekend was boo, i was w/ alyanna from friday til earlier today . ive been wanting to blogg so badly lately, but now that i have a chance i have no idea what i want to blog about anymore .. but yee . so like, some guy jst added me and was like “you got aim im bout to get off” so i give him my aim &he IMs me . so were talking yaddayadda and he asks me to send him a photo and i...
March 2009
4 posts
yay!
sorry, i been laggin on posting.. but anyways, ive had a smile on my face tha whole today; well yesterday. malled it up with alyanna and leeza from like 4 to closing time &a lil after. there was sooo many cuuties there, like no lie! it was like i died and went to Chocolate Heaven ;P HAHAHA! buut one thing that made me too happy was seeing him .. even if it was just like a hi-hug-bye...
jibberjabber
it’s like 3 am and im sitting here, not sleeping.. obviously. for some reason, it just feels really strange when i dont talk to you before i go to bed. maybe because i’m so used to it, but maybe this is a good thing becos i do need to back down just a little. “A part of me wants to leave, but a part of me wants to be here with you; and everytime I think that we’re over and done,...
annoyed
Lately I’ve been so annoyed with my parents, and just about every other little thing that’s happening around me. Like the fact that I have to go to school when I should be on break; but I guess I can’t really blame anyone for that one but myself. I don’t know what’s been up with my mood lately. Maybe I’m just being a cranky little biiatch because I’m...